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I legit thought top right was like viktor and senmille's child art
my best friend died 4 days ago. it hasn’t gotten easier yet, and I’m still trying to come to terms with everything.
I would do anything to just to hug you again, maybe ask you if you’re no longer hurting. we could play games together just like we used to. share a pizza. anything you wanted to do.
I loved you so much and I still do. I hope you’re at peace now. you didn’t deserve any of the suffering you went through. not a day goes by without me thinking of you.
RIP Chris Taylor 1997-2018
jadedjudith
Me: *Sees one (1) possible sign of rejection*
Me:
tfw people on reddit think you’re lying about your friend’s death
I sure do love the internet today!
its 5:30am and I cant sleep, enjoy my very vague and very stupid memes that basically sum up my experiences as a lab tech
I wouldnt wish this on anyone, I couldn’t wish this on anyone
even the fucking morons who accused him of lying about his cancer to get “eArLy AcCeSs tO sMaSh” because this shit is unbearably painful
no one deserves this no one no one no one
and i feel so unbearably selfish for being upset about this i feel like i shluldnt be upset over this this isnt about me im not the one whos going to die why should i be upset? does anyone even get what i mean by this??
I keep thinking I’ve accepted that my best friend is going to die and then 3 days later I can’t sleep because I wonder how I’m going to cope once he’s gone or what’s going to happen before he’s gone and how his health is going to get worse
and I mean I’ve seen him sickly and skeleton like after chemo but at least it wasn’t as horrifying then because I knew he’d recover
this shit is a vicious, harsh cycle and I’m not sure how much longer I can hold it in
I wish this wasn’t real, I wish this never happened, I am so fucking bitter about this fucking stupid cancer shit and I can’t believe its going to take away my fucking best friend of all people
shit sucks man
jdotkdot
항만서희~
working on a painting for the friend that let me have sum of her weed
and the papers could barely stay lit so i kept saying i was vaping too much and my pulls were too much for the wimpy paper
I inhaled so many bits of weed and char and i was like AH FUCK *SPUTTER*
tfw u smoak’d wea’d and your friend’s papers sucked so it was unenjoyable
but still fun need to smoak more didnt really get too high at all but was nice and yes very calming pers
